Raising funds to save my life

Hello everyone,

I am the 2nd of 4 siblings. My sister is married I'm still single and always put my family before myself.

While my two younger siblings are still trying to find their identity... and haven't been able to help the family's economy enough. I live with my parents who are not in their own house but move because they don't have a house. I have a job but due to the corona virus I was laid off and lost my source of income.

During the 2 years that COVID-19 hit, I was unemployed and sometimes did small jobs with little income. Meanwhile, the house rent must be paid. My father is just a garbage collector and he only has enough money to buy rice.

Then where do I pay the rent for the house? I borrowed on an online loan application. I think my parents and I will be able to consistently pay the installments. But as you know, with my father's income which is only enough to buy rice, and I work odd jobs, of course I can't pay the installments. Then because I became unemployed, to survive until I could later find a job and pay off my debt, I paid off my previous debt by borrowing from another application. And the cycle lasts for 2 years. Even after I got a job, my debts were not reduced but actually piled up. How can it be? That's because the job I get pays less than I expected. They promised a salary of 3 million rupiah but after I worked, the salary I received was only 1.6 million rupiah. How can I pay the debt? For the cost of going to work alone has reached 900 thousand rupiah.

After I endured it for a long time, I finally gave up and left the job. And finally I was surprised how big my debt for these 2 years was 50 million. I'm desperate. I thought about giving up on my life but I couldn't leave my family, mom and dad with that much debt. Moreover, my mother has diabetes, which so far, with borrowed money, I have paid her medical bills. How could I put all that debt on my mother?

I was browsing the internet for help and I found Airfunding. Hopefully someone can help me donate money to pay my loan bill. It doesn't have to be as much as 50 million but help me for this month's installments.

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