Unceasingly Never Giving Up. ..Always full of Hope...

HI  I am Marisol Theresa Dejesus 62 years old from Manila, Philippines... I still am struggling with tonic clonic seizures due to my epilepsy till now... Airfunding had helped me years ago and have helped me to have my procedures done way way back... I am so thankful for your great help... Over the years my neurologist and neurosurgeon found through my Mri that I have a right posterior fossa arachnoid cyst in my brain causing me to have seizures and severe headaches... Pain and bleeding... I couldn't function as much... Unable to work... But I never lost hope... I maintained my strong will to live... To be of great purpose and with great affirmation and conviction... I stayed hopeful... But I was broke to the brim... Couldn't afford my maintenance medication... And medical procedures I am requested ymto go through as asked by my neurologist and neurosurgeon... I had it all in my mind... Heart and soul.. 

My much needed strength and desire to not to give up... But unfortunately last September 14 I have had a cvd infarction better known as a stroke... Mine was a cerebral stroke and the deficit was very bad... Because probably my brain and nerves were the most vulnerable part... It was the one so much affected... I started to slur a lot...I have tongue fasiculation... Disphoning and slurring... My speech was affectedso  bad I am unable to speak clearly.. I drool and inevitably I choke at times...I was advised by my neurologist and neurosurgeon to have EMG to see the extent of nerves damaged... I have had MRA and MRI that left me broke to the brim to see extent of parts of me affected by the stroke... I no longer were capable of teaching and my slurring speech became more difficult for me to be undertood when conversing... I humbly would like to be heard... felt... touched...embraced by your love... concern and care for I no longer functioning as much as I want... Conversing and communicating with my slurring is so difficult for me and leaves me so hurt and frustrated that I sometimes desperately want to engage in speech rehab and occupational therapy... As advised by my neurologist and neurosurgeon... But my hopes run out and my heart melts because I know the procedure I need which is EMG is very expensive and I cannot afford to pay....tbe speech rehab and occupational therapy has so many different sessions to go through and the entire program is extremely expensive as well...i humbly wouksd want to speak clearly again and be able to function to earn myself a living to sustain my medical needs and maintenence medications which I have to take all my life... I will appreciate it greatly if you give me a chance to go through that speech rehab program and occupational therapy that I need... There are days I have to write what I need to say and it's so difficult on my end due to my seizure... I continously pray wit great affirmation and conviction asking the Lord to help me be able to speak again clearly and breathe..... Laugh... Smile and enjoy the rest of my life doing what I do best... Teach and educate in which ever way possible... My seizures are not prevented but manageable by my anti convulsants and seizures maintenance medication... It's the inability to speak to communicate and be understood that stress and wear me out... I hope to knock on your hearts to please help me with my much needed procedures and my speech rehab and occupational therapy... I unceasingly would never give up on anything as long as I know I am not alone in this quest... Please hear me out... I would never forget those who  would help and allow me to see a better happier version of me... Speaking clearly again with your assistance and prayers... Thank you very much... As I close thisetter I send live to everyone and wait for your those who would hear me... Feel me..care for me and most of all share with me in whatever way you can... God bless us  all...Marisol Theresa Dejesus... By the way I am from Manila Philippines...

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